Well I’ve come up with a kinda sorta plan for my first couple of days in the UK and it goes like this….

I’ll crash at a hotel type place close to Heathrow for a night or probably two…

Then get to Kings Cross in London somehow….

Then have a nice leisurely 4 hour train ride up to Newcastle Airport where my Grandad will (hopefully) meet me there!

It’s a plan at this stage but as with most things in my life at the moment it is bound to change as my mood does haha

Oh and I haven’t managed to finalise a tattoo design yet so it’s kinda on the backburner for now….

Been feeling a bit out of sorts this week for some reason… I don’t know if it’s because I’m sick of the time dragging on before I leave NZ or it’s cos it’s nearing Xmas and I gotta work or wot but I just find myself feeling really blah or meh about everything.

Can’t find any motivation to get anything done… my flat needs a super-clean and my car needs a wash but I just cannot be bothered. 

Amelia’s back in town from the UK for her wedding this Sunday which is nice.  Good to catch up with her and her hens night was fun (even tho I was doing the sober thing!) I don’t really get on with a couple of her friends and while I wouldn’t dream of making it an issue on her special day I can’t speak for them – I just hope they don’t cause any dramas and have gotten over themselves considering it all happened years ago. But people can be asses like that… specially girls!

Oh well… life goes on… and it is doing that I spose but just not fast enough for me! In saying that tho I am shit scared about going away on my own